So... I know a bunch of people that read here - and some know me, some don't.
I received an email this morning, written by someone in my family that pretty much reamed me for venting here and how at certain times, I've derided different members of my family, one by one. I don't know how much they've read - but I do know they've searched for key words and been led to particular posts as a result.
It's true. I'm not going to deny it. I'm angry about a lot of things, and this blog is partly my way of working through it. I get to vent, I get to scream my head off, call people assholes, douchebags, whatever.
Because this really IS "MY space, MY blog and MY life".
To those that would come here and judge me because of some posts - walk a mile in my shoes. Go back to the beginning and read ALL of my posts. Because really? You don't know me. You don't know my life. You have NO idea of the things that make me who I am today.
I'm far from perfect, and I'm the first person to admit it. I am angry. Since I hit menopause, I seem to be even more angry about things. I'm working on that. I'm even going to a therapist to work through some shit. I need to learn to let go of some things - and anyone that reads here, knows that I have a really hard time doing that.
So... for those that know me - you know me well. For those that don't? I don't know what to say... maybe some of what you said hit the mark - maybe some of it didn't. But don't you dare come here and judge me from what you've read in a few posts.
Have a nice day..