Saturday, January 25, 2014

Being anonymous, blogging, venting and all that shit...

So... I know a bunch of people that read here - and some know me, some don't. 

I received an email this morning, written by someone in my family that pretty much reamed me for venting here and how at certain times, I've derided different members of my family, one by one.  I don't know how much they've read - but I do know they've searched for key words and been led to particular posts as a result.

It's true.  I'm not going to deny it.   I'm angry about a lot of things, and this blog is partly my way of working through it.  I get to vent, I get to scream my head off, call people assholes, douchebags, whatever. 

Because this really IS "MY space, MY blog and MY life".  

To those that would come here and judge me because of some posts - walk a mile in my shoes.  Go back to the beginning and read ALL of my posts.  Because really?  You don't know me.  You don't know my life.  You have NO idea of the things that make me who I am today.  

I'm far from perfect, and I'm the first person to admit it.  I am angry.  Since I hit menopause, I seem to be even more angry about things.  I'm working on that.  I'm even going to a therapist to work through some shit.  I need to learn to let go of some things - and anyone that reads here, knows that I have a really hard time doing that.

So... for those that know me - you know me well.  For those that don't?  I don't know what to say... maybe some of what you said hit the mark - maybe some of it didn't.   But don't you dare come here and judge me from what you've read in a few posts. 

Have a nice day..



6 comments:

**** April **** said...

I'll share! I use my blog as MY space, too! It's my creative outlet and I can write it and kinda let it go. It IS therapy. Cheap fucking therapy! My in laws... married FORTY SIX YEAR.... my mother in law flipped out and just up and asked for a divorce... it was ... weird..and I vented... on MY blog because I saw the impact of HER choices in MY children... and EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE FAMILY got all butt hurt and came down on my husband for not CONTROLLING me... how DARE i write things so personal for "the world"...well... FUCK YOU...and the last time I checked, the WORLD wasn't reading my blog.... I don't even READ those stupid reports! I write for ME...not for his and pings and numbers and shit. If they have a problem with you... that is THEIR PROBLEM...not yours. And... so, as a virtual friend! I got your back! Hugs!

I'm pissed off too... mostly because I live in a house of penis and they're all a bunch of fucking slobs! :)

Have a great saturday!

Kathy W said...

April, I love you! LOL

The Gal Herself said...

This broke my heart. I love my blog because it gives me a way to express myself and capture the moment in real time. It's hard to do that and pull punches. That's why no one in my real life knows about it. I can't imagine how awful you must feel now and hope it all passes soon. That's all I can say. I feel for you.

Kathy W said...

thanks Gal.

Laurette Carns said...

Haha I love April too!!! Kathy your awesome, flaws and all. This is yours if they dont like it then dont look...they are your guest here tell them to behave like one!!!

auntiem4cabs said...

Oh dear Lord, my second piece of shit comes to my friggin blog most every day. Then he threatens me with a libel lawsuit if i dont' take shit off. Let me tell you, FIRST if you weren't so arrogant and wanting to read about yourself, you would leave me alone after 4 years of walking out on me. Second, there is nothing i say that isn't true and THIRD... stay the hell off my page. I don't even TELL my family about my page!! I have been blogging since 05 and I learned to keep my opinions to my blog. I learned that after I said what a cu>> my sister in law was and found out my brother read the blog. I told him...stay off if you cannot handle my opinion!! Bitches! Glad I stopped by and bitched!! hahaha. have a great week honey!!